MY MbizA

LOVE OR LUST

2007-10-01T11:53:00.000-07:00

Shall I return to two years ago ? when I've sat in our yard with my family . while we were discussing marriage , that is who it is the best choice for and when it is the best time , the words slipped out , and I carelessly told something wrong about college girl students notwithstanding that my cousin was a college gilr !! and everything get started ....
That Commence with an sms from me . I expressed deep regret for what happened . It stretched over two hours and finished by lovely words . It was continued until a few months ago that I've grown annoyed of her impassive , cold and unemotional behavior . This result in asking a question . I ask her that she loved me or not ? and she told " I love you as same as a cousin " . Our relationship break up with this simple word . I became averse to connect or even see her again .

MY PRETTY BLOG TEMPLATE

2007-09-29T14:00:00.000-07:00

I changed it ! I mean my blog template . It's so pretty , isn't it ?

STAYING FOCUSED

2007-09-29T11:59:00.000-07:00

I've so much to do and so little time , but I'm determined to stay focused and constant on plan . I'm also in deep thought about whether or not to gratuate this term . anyway I hope don't jump to conclusion instead of making good decision . Tomorrow I'm going to university with ARIA to pick up my last course in civil engineering , I hope so , also paying ARIA's obligation off to university and release his master document of bachelor degree .
I hope all of your seconds were filled with good stuff , so be it !
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WHAT WAS SHE THINKING ABOUT ?

2007-09-20T05:49:00.000-07:00

It's beautiful . It means my blog template .I'm sure you're agree with me . aren't you ?! compound of pretty Green Avocado with Gray and Blue colours that is seen in this template is excellent . It makes me feel a kind of luxurious and elegance . Anyway it's my idea , maybe not yours .
I helped as far as I could in the breakfast party tonight . To decorate tablecloth , to eat :) , to entertain and so on . I tried don't look at her eyes directly , and don't stared at hers . She is that peculiar thing that I mentioned at last post . I wish I could understand her toughts , and read her mind but I was impossible .Oh God ! What was she thinking about when she was getting quiet ? At all That is over and according to my substantial habit , I'll slightly forget all details of what happened until maximum one week later .

TODAY , TOMORROW

2007-09-19T14:23:00.000-07:00

today was a horrible day . I went through something , i think emotional thing ! I don't know what it was but i know i got really sad and depressed . I think it was resulted of reading a comment in my blog !
Besides , tomorrow is thursday. hey !! thursday , thursday ,thursday . All week already was thursday for me ! beacause i've been thinking about that . I wish i knew what was wrong with me , but ....
I really don't know what i can name this feeling ! Just it be a curiosity not any love or lust or anything else , just curiosity !!
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KEEP YOUR CHIN UP

2007-09-19T10:56:00.000-07:00

I really don't get people , I won't understand such people ! just imagine a person , a male one , who his name is Ahmad , okey ?! Do you know why he persist to interduce himself with another name ? specially foreign one ?! for example Antonio !! Ha Ha Ha , Antonio ! what ridiculous !
really , why do people have to leave uncalled for action like this ?! come on , keep your chin up whit your real name , it's more beautiful than another name for you . you believe or not it's your own name , so be frank with yourself .
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THE FIRST POST

2007-09-04T06:53:00.000-07:00

Welcome to my blog . I tend to write anything about my daily occurrences .
please feel free to ask any questions or post a comment.

My daily wish : I wish all of your days were filled with great events and news !